laurenisms

i’m mad at this page because i can’t make it do what i want. i’m mad at hot outside because it makes my apartment gross. i’m mad at graduation ‘cos no one is here. i’m mad at work ‘cos i am not good at it, and i’m mad at me because i’m not good at being not-good at things. i had a bad day yesterday. it wouldn’t have been such a bad day if i weren’t such a freak. really, all the bad of the day was in my head. stupid head.
(today is better, though. i have pineapple, and i have vegetable fried rice. and i’m faster today, so i can tell my head to shut up.)
since saturday: saw david, who left, wah. saw andi, who is leaving v. soon, wah. played torment. slept a lot. played torment. came to work. had drinks & then japanese food with travis and his (conservative) ex-roommate chris. played torment. work. torment. currently: work. soon: torment. my life is Not Exciting.
(song: “only in the past,” be good tanyas)